iamnotaddictedtoambien.com

So, I have finally come close to running out of Ambien, after a year of taking it almost nightly.     For a light sleeper, it’s heaven to go to bed within 20 minutes of taking a pill and waking up 7 hours later.    It’s good sleep.   Why can’t I do this sleep thing naturally?

I have 2 pills left.  I could wean myself off slowly by cutting them into quarters.  I only took half anyway.   I can’t believe that, at one time, a whole pill was required.

“Pah!” to the people who say it eventually loses it’s effectiveness.

In desperation, I bought some Benedryl.   I figured, if nothing else, it would alleviate my allergies.    It also gave me a nice nap for some of the afternoon.

Having not slept for a lot of last night.

So far, the withdrawal symptoms:

  • insomnia
  • mild panic attacks, here and there (joy)

But at least I feel more like “me”.

I expect that tomorrow, I can add “irritability” to the list.  I AM going back to work, afterall.  :D

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2 Responses to iamnotaddictedtoambien.com

  1. Dave Goodman says:

    Congrats on trying to kick the habit! Addictions scare me, which is why I’ve never experimented with anything strong. I even go without caffeine periodically, to assure myself I can do it. :)

    I have found that if you want to sleep at night, you should avoid napping at all during the day. I’m not an expert on sleep, but I’ve listed a number of sleep tips I’ve accumulated on my web site:
    http://www.dkgoodman.com/sleep.html

    Good luck!

  2. Lisa says:

    Yeah… the thing about Ambien (at least I think), is that the withdrawal causes panic attacks in varying degrees. I know it’s not the lack of sleep causing it, because I took Benedryl last night and got sleep, but still had anxiety throughout the day.

    It could be many things really. It’s hard to know what to blame sometimes. :)